February 2012
31 posts
Friends: You drink tea? You must be so sophisticated and worldly.
Me: Tea is the shit
The more you throw a word out, the faster it loses...
if a robber ever broke into my house, i’ll pretend to be another robber who already called first dibs so he will leave
me: I'm gonna study when I get home
me: I'll just study before I go to bed
me: I'll just study in the morning
me: I'll just study on the way to school
me: I'll just study in this class
me: I'll just study in the hall
me: I'll just study before the test
me: I'll just study during the test
It’s crazy how people can change their feelings and actions within a span of a few days. You make me smile, like, a lot. I haven’t felt this way in a long time and it feels good knowing everything fell back into place where I’ve always asked them to be. You’re growing into something more beautiful than I imagined, and your old self is really starting to catch my eye yet again. Everything...
Kid: why do we have to learn this
Math teacher: because fuck you
You know that feeling where you can feel something lurking behind the scenes, and you have a cold nostalgic feel about it, yet you don’t do shit about it? Maybe because you’ve grown immune to that feeling of being hurt, or seeing yourself get hurt in action, so you’re better off not paying attention to it. Tired of pushing problems away, and getting the retaliation with ten...
everyone: wow valentine's day is tomorrow i'm so alone and single and no one loves me i'm crying forever alone so depressing tears agony sorrow i hate myself no one even cares about me why try why breathe why do anything
me: seriously why isn't pluto a planet i still don't understand
Everything seems to grow colder with the seasons: the sky, attitudes, people, their tones and words. This rupture of negativity is an outbreak and the cause is unknown. Maybe we tend to feel an emptiness growing inside ourselves, or maybe things don’t go a particular way. Something is off, and right now it’s difficult to find a sense of warmth.
wickedsteller:
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Academically, I dislike people that hate school or simply don’t do their work. Why? It’s obvious as to why. They honestly just waste time and money rather than getting their money’s work and good grades from a good education. I dislike the people that aren’t motivated enough and put things off to side thinking they can do it at the last minute. I dislike the people that don’t go to class or...
You guys are all stupid and ugly.
I yearn for that once-felt euphoria of being too in love. When I felt so valued, respected and loved as a part of their soul that they would never hurt me. When phone calls lasted hours and the words “I have to go now…” were instead a soft and sweet ‘Please stay.’ When time was never of the essence and quite frankly we didn’t care about being late to class; all that mattered was that we were...
It seems that almost every time I expect or predict that something bad will happen, it happens - regardless of whether I try to stop it from happening or not. I mean of course there are other times when I’m wrong, & I love that. I’d rather be embarrassed by a false prediction of mine than be severely hurt by something I saw coming. But comparing the ratio between me being right and me being...